QKG 8721 re-birth on 05 February 2008

OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

my babe... my dream car come to me........

Love it so so much......

although it still have some disavantages, but babe... I promise I will change the best for u.....

Model : 1996 Proton Satria

Colour : as you can see

engine : Mitsubishi 4G91 DOHC 16 valve

Does True Love Existed??

Do you ever ask yourselves, does true love coming to you??
let me ask u..... wat is true love??
do u ever have a bf/gf??
do u reli needs him/her in your life??
why should you need him/her?
or you just want a person in your life that you can show off is your bf/gf??
do you reli care bout him/her???
did he/she happy with you??
do you reli giv much happiness which he/she needs??

I can sure I reli like a person... when she cry, she is happy, nervous...
I got feeling like tat too...
I am the type of person who didnt prepare for my own interested subject and feel no nervous...
But when I see her crying... I reli nervous... I hope i can help her...
but I know I cant...
coz I am tat useless person until i cant let the person i like get her happiness...
the onli thing i know is make her scare... make her don like my attitude..
I am a damn crazy driver..
but i can sure no girl likes.... even they think that is childish....
Nothing I can done for her...
And the most useless thing is I am the biggest coward in this world....
i cant even let her know that I like her....

Don let down your lover... catch them tight.... let them know that u love them...... life onli have once... there is no second chance in a relationship or even your life....

Birth and Death

a birth and a death...
wats between diz??
when we r birth to this world.... we didn't bring anything to here....
when we r dead... we may leave wit happiness, sadness or regrets....
life cannot be restart again.... everyone have only once in her/his life...
wat we did cant be changed again now... the only thing we should do is only learn from past....
"wat we choose for our future maybe still can be changed now....
changed it before it brings any regrets in your own life...."
do u ever listen diz kinds of sentence in ur life...
maybe ur parents or older relatives giv u diz kind of opinion...
but do u ever let them know wat is ur own dream??

To all of my fren n this is tell by my elder relatives n parents :
DON'T EVER HOPE YOUR DREAM WILL BECAME TRUE IF YOU DON'T EVEN HOPE SO AND WORK HARD FOR IT....

To my relatives n parents:
NOW YOU ALL HAVE TO LISTEN ME.... HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO YOU ALL GIVE ME A CHANCE TO CHOOSE MY FUTURE???

爱情

永远别说你失去了爱情...

爱情不能失去...

也荒谬...

失恋的人...

只是一种情感失落...

现在不再相爱...

现在也就无爱情可言...

情感的大山长满大树...

你不该因憎恨一个人而纵火毁林...

爱情没有负数...

别总说你爱他时失去了什么...

失去的同时你也在得到...

既然失去...

让它永远失去...

既然拯救不了...

还有必要为此哭泣吗...???

可能过去爱...

现在不爱...

而决心离开...

不爱而相守是残酷而不道德的...

相爱时真心对待...

不爱时不必彼此仇恨...

爱情不能储藏...

所以...

永远别说你失去了爱情...

H.O.P.E

wat is hope???
does it reli exist in life??
hope...
Hell of person eternity...
if someone hope for anything... is juz another hell exist in that person life...
when i was a child...
i owes hope can be older, stronger or even tough than anyone else in diz world....
but when i am now in a life of wat i wish to... i realise that is a big mistake wat i have wish to happen in my life...
N now.... many ppl tell me to think positive in life...
but do they ever think that wat make me become like diz??
a wish??? a hope??? future???
does diz exist??
I can sure if I think positively.... I wont live till now....
bcoz of think negatively, I could onli learned how to accept...
I am also blur what I saying now.... juz a blog.... who cares??

VOTE FOR DIZ.... everyone have a look here.....

After reading diz..... please vote for me by giving a comment...
Your vote is giving me opinion that werther i close diz blogger account...
so bored keep like diz.... haha... please giv comment....
I ll think of it....

WHO AM I NOW???!!!

life as a vampire....

lazy hope a new life??

vampire kills for living... but me??

nop... no even wanna bring benefits to diz whole world...

wat am I?? who am I??

doing anything witout a heart... i think die more better as a condition like now...

besides eat. sleep, and gaming.... I do nth liao....

weird n useless me....

sleep in d morning...

be a strange guy at nite???

my parents even say me "ye mao zi"(nite cat)....

yea.... a life like a cat in nite....

doing eveything in nite...

job??? not I be an employee.... is be a boss...

i choose boss.... not boss choose his worker....

who meet me muz be crazy.....

playing a new game wit fren.... but still a lausy 1...

wat la....

really lazy do everything now...

leave diz country..... even leave diz world is better for me now...

WHAT CAN I DO NOW???

最熟悉的陌生人

还记得吗

窗外那被月光染亮的海洋你还记得吗　

是爱让彼此把夜点亮为何后来我们　

用沉默替代依赖曾经朗朗星空　渐渐阴霾心碎离开　

转身回到最初荒凉里等待为了寂寞　

是否找个人填心中空白我们变成了世上　

最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折　

各自悲哀只怪我们爱得那么汹涌　

爱得那么深于是梦醒了　搁浅了　沉默了　挥手了　

却回不了神如果当初在交会时能忍住了

激动的灵魂也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里　沉沦

真爱需要等待！true love needs to wait....

who agree with diz??
I m the one who dont agree.... n I 200/100 % disagree wit those persons who say diz....
never have a love relation start without work hard to have it...
another person say diz....
love is everything... do u agree??
if u r agree, how bout u combine the 1st word in "love is everything"??
is a word.... LIE...
Love
is
everthing....
maybe the person who says love is everything juz a big lie in his or her life...
do everything for her.... even she don like still onli bout her....
but d thing she likes.... I cant giv... I cant afford...
I would like be the person who reli care bout her....
but did she see it.. everything for her juz a lie...
cheat... wat else??
y?? tats reli hurting a person who likes u so much...
a cut from knife is juz nth compare to that kind of hurt....
everything is a ending for me now....
hopeless, impossible, depress....
I know if i juz sit thr witout doin anything... how can win her heart...
but wat can I do.... She got a BOY ord.....
waiting her bek to me??
don be funny......
last thing
don be silly.... love will pass if u don work hard for it but juz sit thr waiting.....

Regrets.....

Do you ever regret do anything or any decision??
I have... I even dunno how to solve it now...
I regret to tell a gal tat I like her...
wats wrong juz be a fren of her...
haiz.. do a thing without thinking much of it....
now even a msg I oso dunno how to send...
even a conversation I oso dunno how to start with....
I reli wish can care about her much in my life...
but everything feels like force to reply me to her....
juz wish to have a simple frenship... but y.... everything seems impossible...
I know is impossible to have a special relationship wit her....
not only her.... even also other gals in my life....
but i wish to.... coz I reli like her so much....
but y.... i juz cant giv up i think.... coz I feel tat if I continue msg wit her...
is juz look like a force she msg me....
haiz....
y everything will change after a person juz wan to let another person know that he or she love them??? even cant be a simple relationship in diz world...
wats the world happening.....
juz hope can be a fren...
haiz....
i reli reli regret now.... even cant have a simple conversation with her....