最熟悉的陌生人

还记得吗

窗外那被月光染亮的海洋你还记得吗　

是爱让彼此把夜点亮为何后来我们　

用沉默替代依赖曾经朗朗星空　渐渐阴霾心碎离开　

转身回到最初荒凉里等待为了寂寞　

是否找个人填心中空白我们变成了世上　

最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折　

各自悲哀只怪我们爱得那么汹涌　

爱得那么深于是梦醒了　搁浅了　沉默了　挥手了　

却回不了神如果当初在交会时能忍住了

激动的灵魂也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里　沉沦

真爱需要等待！true love needs to wait....

who agree with diz??
I m the one who dont agree.... n I 200/100 % disagree wit those persons who say diz....
never have a love relation start without work hard to have it...
another person say diz....
love is everything... do u agree??
if u r agree, how bout u combine the 1st word in "love is everything"??
is a word.... LIE...
Love
is
everthing....
maybe the person who says love is everything juz a big lie in his or her life...
do everything for her.... even she don like still onli bout her....
but d thing she likes.... I cant giv... I cant afford...
I would like be the person who reli care bout her....
but did she see it.. everything for her juz a lie...
cheat... wat else??
y?? tats reli hurting a person who likes u so much...
a cut from knife is juz nth compare to that kind of hurt....
everything is a ending for me now....
hopeless, impossible, depress....
I know if i juz sit thr witout doin anything... how can win her heart...
but wat can I do.... She got a BOY ord.....
waiting her bek to me??
don be funny......
last thing
don be silly.... love will pass if u don work hard for it but juz sit thr waiting.....

Regrets.....

Do you ever regret do anything or any decision??
I have... I even dunno how to solve it now...
I regret to tell a gal tat I like her...
wats wrong juz be a fren of her...
haiz.. do a thing without thinking much of it....
now even a msg I oso dunno how to send...
even a conversation I oso dunno how to start with....
I reli wish can care about her much in my life...
but everything feels like force to reply me to her....
juz wish to have a simple frenship... but y.... everything seems impossible...
I know is impossible to have a special relationship wit her....
not only her.... even also other gals in my life....
but i wish to.... coz I reli like her so much....
but y.... i juz cant giv up i think.... coz I feel tat if I continue msg wit her...
is juz look like a force she msg me....
haiz....
y everything will change after a person juz wan to let another person know that he or she love them??? even cant be a simple relationship in diz world...
wats the world happening.....
juz hope can be a fren...
haiz....
i reli reli regret now.... even cant have a simple conversation with her....

Love... Does it clear relationship?

Maybe is same topic wit wat is love ord....
Ya.... wat is love.... can any1 please tell me....
care a person n dun wan a repay???? so good ppl??
is tat real love??

even know is impossible n try to care some who never care o wish to chat wit u....
is tat still happen d love relationship??
nth to be afaird of.... juz say tat i love u to the person who u love...
but do u think be4.... does he or she love bout u.....
do her or him even care bout who r u??
tats hurt.... but is fate which nid to care bout urself.....

I sure in love wit someone who never care bout me.... who never wish to say anything...
but i try.... coz i really like her.... haiz...
juz dunno wat she thinking bout....
i reli hope she can get happy wit everything...
i think is when witout my msg or call... she will be happy....
juz like a song.... "zui jin"(in chinese)
a song sang by lee sheng jie...
a suggestion for those who got problems in their relationship wit their love 1s...

the way she treat me reli make me have a mind to giv up ord....
but do i gonna regret??
i reli like her.... i reli wan her to be my girlfriend....

Death Note

Juz finish wac diz movie.... get touch of it.....
DEATH NOTE..... I think diz name is ord a clear enough to let u all know wat is it...
In the movie, everyone believe death note can simply kill a person if their name written inside the notebook... No one will know how the person die n y did the person die....
In diz movie, a person muz be kira then, he or she can write the name inside the death note to kill another people...

N this notebook taken by a guy who used to wan to change diz world....
but at last, because of kira rules.... He muz non-stop killing people in diz world....
He got a wrong uses of diz notebook... His name is light....
Then, there was another guy named L who try to stop light to kill people....
He even suicide himself by writing his name inside the death note.....
Luckily, L stop light... but 2 of them die at last.....

Light and L

In diz movie, the person who write death note is light n L.... But do u know who kills those people??? It is god of death.... N there r two gods of death.... 1 is rem, another is Ryuk....
Rem r more obey to the person who gives command but ryuk dont....

Death Note Movie

Death Note Logo

Ryuk

Rem

All main actors in Death Note movie

Death Note is a story from comic book....

These are the two notebook of death note.... Because of there are two god of death.... so des neh.... there are 2 notebooks..

Funny thing is after I wac diz movie.... I hope to have a death note oso.... Then, I can write my name in it... So tired to continue my life.... everythings like go wrong in my life.... Really hope can have a death note now.....

While Sick.....

No mood......

too many medicine have to take.....

feels like wanna vomit.....

Say no to food

Sick is reli suckz.....

When the world silent....

I m juz wondering wats the feelings when whole world is silent...
wat can I do tat time??
every nite I pass my time witout doing anything that worth to myself...
my parents keep on telling me that sleep early, good for health...
but if I sleep early, I reli cant know wat is the feeling....
the truth is it is reli reli lonely...
especially diz days.... i cant feel anything from diz world ord...
handphone no call, no msg.... feels like nth 2 do n nth i should care about...
I miss her so much.... we didnt talk alot.... but i juz miss her so much.... maybe she didnt care who am i n wat am i am doing now....
but i reli wan to know bout her....
how is she? wat she doin now??? did she healthy now?? did she happy?? watever bout her....
who can reli make me know more bout her??
did any1 know wat i am regret now??? wat i regret in my whole life??
yea.... i regret that i can even be a great fren wit her....
wats a big deal i cant love her... no gals love me rite?
juz reli reli regret can be frenz..... a true fren...
now i even dunno should msg 2 her o not now......
i miss her alot....

原来

发现原来我也有脆弱的时候
发现原来你加我等于什么都没有
发现不知到底还要走多久 多久
多久 反正只是没爱过

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会 试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间裡
尤其在夜裡还是会想起
难忘的事情

窗外的雨停了 天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了
回忆在播放着 在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着
给多的是付出 少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负

哪里有彩虹告诉我　
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静　
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我　
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药　
也是我现在正服下的毒药

I am so sorry......

I am so sorry..... Please forgive my stupidness in words... I juz cant control myself.... Sorry to other who dunno what I am talking bout..... I juz hope she can forgive me..... Please don piss off....

一秒钟的永远

小学的时候，
老师有教过我们：

一年有十二个月，

也有三百六十五天。。。

一天有二十四小时。。。

一小时有六十分钟。。。

一分钟也有六十秒。。。

但没有人教过我，

一秒钟没有你的短讯，

一秒钟没有你的笑容。。。

真的让人很思念。。。

真的很想让你知道我对你的思念，

但我却不知怎样才能让你知道，

我是真的真的很想念你。。。

Miss, She, Her or Anata??

Amy Voo Mei Mei...
born in lawas... at 22nd of january...
now study form 6(lower 6) in Tun Datu Tuanku Haji Bujang College, Miri（2007)... I am so curious to let all of u know bout her...
She loves Chelsea FC team.... mostly is Frank Lampard in that team....

Listen to her, she got collection in her house.... Really a big fans of Chelsea....

Her sweet smile.... haha...

This picture I think was taken when they have a camp in school...

I meet her this year(2007) when she have an orentation in her school... She a nice n kind person.. I met her is bcoz of a fren introduces us to each other... Starting we juz chat wit each other... say real I reli attract by her smile n her attitude.... she is reli a easy come easy go person... but she hates people cheat 2 her... I made a mistake before... juz wish for her forgive I think take about 2 weeks...

after that time, I swear I nvr lie to her again... but dunno y we seldom chat ord... she still don believe me.... that time I really feel like wanna kill myself.... dunno y cant feel my heart even... that time I still shopping in KK... I still can remember the day is wednesday... movie day, i crazy in cinemax... suddenlly all my mood n feelings gone.... i cant feel anything... but luckily next day she choose to believe me... feel really like a big rock in my heart smash down... she says forget bout pass...

now she is a great fren of mine lo.... hehe.... make a wish at here... I wish she can be my gf 1day... juz a hope... i think is impossible 2 came true la....

水灾。。。。你有经历过么？？

前天在我小叔结婚当天，竟然遇到了这种事情。。。。。

跟你说：别害怕。。。。。真的超好玩的。。。。。我的车还能过叻。。。。。

过路人～～～

感觉真的好累。。。。

不知道是不是不想再当她人生当中的过路人。。。。

一个过路人。。。。。

是不是永远只能当一个小角色，

不可能当上男/女主角？？

难道他们就不应该变成他们人生当中的男/女主角了吗？？

关心一个不可能喜欢自己的人，

虽然不是很痛苦，

但他对你说他不再相信你所说，还有所做的一切的时候，

你会不会后悔当初没跟他告白呢？？

呆呆守护着自己喜欢的人是没错，

但当他让你心碎的时候，

你还会不会还想为他、关心他、爱护她呢？？

如果你是这种人，
那你可以去死了。。。
活下去只会更痛苦、更不想见到他幸福罢了。。。。
因为那种幸福不是你的爱所创造的。。。
只因为会为了爱而变成了恨。。。。

放手其实是拥有

死缠烂打是一种幸福吗？？

当知道自己喜欢的人心不在你身上的时候，
那是时候该放手了。。。。

当你喜欢的人不再为你微笑的时候，
那也是时候该放手了。。。。

当你喜欢的人不再为你欢呼的时候，
那更应该放手了。。。。

当你喜欢的人不再和你谈心事的时候，
兄弟姐妹们，
在那个时候，
也许应该死心了。。。。。。。。。

三个人的故事

刚刚看完了一套漫画，想告诉大家一些东西。。。

在漫画里讲到一个很天真的女孩，她的名字是爱。。。还有两个很帅气的男生，叫克和谦。。。

爱是一个很顾家的女孩，因为爸妈都到各地去做工，所以剩下她和五位弟妹。。。
六位兄弟姐妹生活在一起。。。

克是皇族家庭出生，而谦是一位在城市长大的男生。。。。

因为成绩优越的关系，爱和谦也读进了和克同一所贵族学校。。。三位的成绩在这所学校是最优越的。。。

爱和谦在学校里，都好像死对头一样。。。。每天都吵架。。。。

克因为在某种原因下知道了爱的家事，也渐渐爱上了爱。。。
她的天真和爱护家人的心态渐渐腐儒了克的心。。。。
在学校里，克也时时照顾着爱一切的大小事务。。。。

到了这里，大家一定以为爱一定会爱上克吧。。。但恐怕要让你们失望了。。。

但为什么爱会爱上谦呢？？？
吵架也会吵出感情的。。。。。。。


为一个你爱的人做很多事是没用的。。。。因为久而久之，她会视以为理所当然。。。爱情不是单方面的。。。。因为一个巴掌是永永远远拍不响的。。。。。只能对天下所有单恋的朋友们说声，别做梦了。。。。早死早超生。。。。

男孩与女孩

前几天，我去参加了一个婚礼弥撒。。。
在弥撒中，我听到了这一段故事。。。

天主创造了第一个人类那就是男人，

因为它看到了男人的孤独，

它又从男人其中一个骨头取出创造了女人。。。

它对男人说：“这是我骨中的骨，肉中的肉。。。

你应替我守护着她，爱护她。。。”

弥撒中，神父也对我们说了这番话。。。

女人是天主骨中的骨，

肉中的肉。。。

身为天主的骨和肉的男人应该保护她们，爱护她们，并尊重她们。。。

那我想知道男人该由谁来保护，该由谁来爱护他们呢？？？

在这世界上，并不只是女人需要安全感，男人有时也需要呵护，也有需要关心的时候。。。

关心你爱的或爱你的人。。。。

也许有一天你会后悔，

当他离开你的时候，

那就是说他已经不可能原谅，也没有能力再爱你了。。。。

一秒钟与一辈子

用一秒钟，

看上一个人。。。

用一分钟，

去认识他。。。

用一小时，

去了解他。。。

用一天，

去爱上他。。。

但要用一辈子的时间，

去忘记你爱的人。。。

忘记一个人好难，

忘记一个你爱的人是最痛苦的。。。。

什么是完美？？

让我用一个故事来诉说吧。。。。。

有一个圆被切去了一块，

他想恢复成完整无缺，

于是它就四处寻觅失去的那个部分。。。。

因为有残缺，

不是完整的一个圆，

只能慢慢滚动。。。

一路上，

它能欣赏野花，

并和毛虫聊天，

享受阳光。。。。。。

有一天，

圆找到了一个非常适合的碎片。。。

它很高兴，

把那一片碎片拼上，

它又变成了一个完整的圆。。。

此后，它又一直滚动着。。

越滚越快，越滚越快，

快到什么都是走马看花，

不能欣赏美丽的野花，

不能和毛虫聊天了。。。。

因此圆就停了下来，

把它变成完美的那片碎片丢在路边，

而慢慢滚动着，

它又可以恢复那美好的生活。。。。

我们应该追求美好并非完美。。。

世上没有完美的爱情只要全心全意地爱一个人。。。。

这是有一个朋友告诉我的故事。。。但全心全意又如何呢？？
换来的只是一次又一次心痛的感觉。。。。全心全意地对待她。。。。
但。。。她看到了吗？？？
她已把我对她所做的一切视为理所当然。。。。心肝情愿地为她，换来的竟然是她的不信任。。。
在这一个故事里也让我明白了完美并不存在而美好是一直存在着。。。
也许爱情是我人生中的遗憾吧。。。。一直以来我相信爱情是胜过面包，爱情可以让一个人坚强，而面包只不过是让人活下去的必须品罢了。。。。但现在我真的好希望，生命快点结束。。。。因为真的活得很没有意义，也没有活下去的价值了。。。。

我与癞蛤蟆

共同點:

第一﹐一樣丑
这是我和很多朋友都认同的。。。。。。

第二﹐一樣傻
傻傻的一直以为对自己喜欢的人好，总有一天她会喜欢上自己。。。。。

但我為什麼還是羨慕一隻癩蛤蟆？？？

因为至少它能一直守护着它心爱的天鹅。。。。。
它和天鹅至少能呆在同一个湖中。。。。
静静地看着它心爱的天鹅。。。。。
而我却不能和我心爱的人见面。。。。
为什么一切都这么的不公平？？

Love or hate??

what is difference between love n hate?
love come 1st or hate come 1st???
who believes d relationship start wit hate will be more better than a relationship start wit like each other??
who can make sure that a relationship tat the 2 persons who nvr know each other......
is diz relationship will stay longer than they hope?
do u ever ask urself be4 that wat is love??
I can sure that when I ask a pair of couples that wat is love.... they will nvr how 2 explaine it out...
but 1 more thing I can make sure is..... when the love turn into hate.... the person who hate another person that he/she love is more painful n hard 2 continue his/her life again..... it is more painful than a knife cutting along their body.... juz feel like a knife straight away cut it into the heart.......... tired..... reli tiring the life n soul.....

haiz.... black life.....

tired being a human being.......
wat use...... useless 2 humanlity......
even no brave being a guy in another person's life........
ugly... can make others hate n vomit.......
useless.... onli know how 2 spell abc...
money...... no even have own car....
no meaning continue living on the earth.......
can reli go away......... leave diz world.........
coz no one like me...... haha...... funny n useless life.......

My Babe~~~~~~~~~~

Gosh..... my babe accident 2day.........

so hurt........... lost a bumper and a tail lamp pulak........ haiz.....

and also a big crush into body........ walau ehh..... killing me......

that person reli nid to pay me a lot... beside the crush on my babe.....

muz pay my hurt in my heart...... god....... My Little Babe.....

hope can cure it diz saturday......... haiz...... so hurt.........

Tired~~~~

sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past~

stop planning the future~

stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel~

stop deciding with our mindwhat we want our heart to feel~

sometimes we justhave to go with......
"whatever happens-happens"

13&14/11/2007(no mood)

no comment.....
juz continue like diz gua.....
feel tired being a human in diz world.....
can I giv up everything now???

12/11/2007(Bad Mood)

feeling crazy 2day....
i try 2 become crazy.... maybe can let me forget bout it....
but useless.... what can reli help me now is to clear my memory....
I reli hope can forget everything in my life.....
if can, I reli hope to be an idiot now.....
what use knowing so manything in diz world....
feel tired.....
better killing me now......

Suicide....

that's hurt....... but more hurt in heart..... haiz..... feel stupid doing that now..... play with knife juz now..... accidently cut.... but no feeling boh...... got blood juz realize is cutted...... haha....

Am I crazy????

But who gonna believe it.........

Feel reli idiot now.... even dor the hurt can make me noe bout her.... but still cant clear up the memory........ I feel reli god damn asshole now......

Sorry...... maybe I am reli an useless person.... cant find any advantages in myself to love myself more......

一種簡簡單單的被愛的感 覺

他是一位退休教授，
跟老妻過著優游的生活，
早上一起爬上小山崗舒展筋骨，
下午他料理陽台的花草，
又或看看雜誌， 妻子則和朋友到咖啡室聊天。

他們唯一的女兒， 在美國定居。
半個月前的晚 上，朦朧間他感到床墊濕了，是老妻 尿床。
他推推她，發覺她已沒有反應 。

「節哀順變。」不少親戚 朋友說。
「謝謝關心，我會的。」他 極有禮貌地回答，沒失方o，一派學 者風範。

暗地裡，他部署一 切。
花草贈給鄰居，向人借的書籍郵 寄送還，然後，走上律師樓立遺囑。
全部準備好了。

月圓的晚上 ，銀光薄薄的灑滿一室，他亮起微黃 的檯燈，寫下最後的字句。
面前，是 一瓶藥丸。瓶子上，他看見老妻微笑 。

就在他打開瓶蓋的時刻， 電話響起。
他拿起電話筒， 一把熟悉的聲音傳來：「爸爸，我在 啟德機場，我好想陪陪你。 」他猛然醒覺。

老教授向我說完他的 故事，喝一口香片，緩緩道：「最有效防止自殺的東西，不是學術修養， 不是心理醫生，不是豐厚財富，原來 是一種簡簡單單的被愛的感 覺。」


To all my friends , I always by your side!

我無意 間抬頭,看見一片閃爍的星空 . . . . . .
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Last Presentation This Semester 4th Group(10/Nov/2007)

Adrian's groups.....
Last group..... present bout Ethanol Fuel.....
These are the pic....Adrian....

Lynette....

c diz gal.... what she wearing......

Daniel....

David and Bong....... Men in Black is back..... haha....

David...

Adrian

Michelle

Bong

Last Presentation This Semester 3rd Group(10/Nov/2007)

Adam's Group......
Present bout Natural Dyes.....
These are the pictures while they presenting......

Sweet couples come again.....(Adam's weird smile)

Hiang Meng presenting...(look at that Kenny... making funny movement thr)

Kenny presenting.....

Su Ning present

Jack Yi present

Su Fong

and Hui Teen

3 Guys

3 gals...... cun cun leh..... haha

Last Presentation This Semester 2nd Group(10/Nov/2007)

Longeryu's group......
Present bout Pesticides.....
These are the picture taken when they presenting.....
Yu Ching Yaw

Jiang Xu Yun

Sumiati

Look the Shan Shan..... haha.... so concentrate o.......

Ho Jia Yun

Julian Naran
Grace
Longeryu again.... haha...